You never know what you have until its gone

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

HIM
its all about YOU

KOH ZHIWEI

It's not being in love that makes me happy
It's being in love with you that makes me happy

WANTS
FINALLY,FINALLY ♥

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Monday, July 30, 2012

ignorance is a bliss?

when i ask you , you declined .
why must you be like this?
i really dunno how to carry on.
i have to fake tht smile and laughter trying to be loving with you the whole of ytd.
you have any idea how bad i was .
can i really just ignore tht i didnt knw at all.

Friday, July 27, 2012

emotional

Friday !
tired as usual. but mind keeps thinking of you.

i dont know why

im trying to listen to what jenn says, to give you your own time with friends etc.

but suddenly i feel so lonely.

Is not that i donnt want find friends.

where are my friends?

got the urge to text you, but i must try not to.

im not good in my words.

but im starting to miss you .

i wonder how we will grow in the future?

having work and schools. plus occasionally duties.

we indeed have lesser time .

you always think that i dont trust you. is not.

Is i have not enough confident for myself.

im really afraid you might fall for another one.

But seriously, if that day really come, i will fall apart.

what is love.

at times i though god is starting to dote me more.

made me to meet u.

and we went thru.

feel so strange without u like over the weekends.

no friends, like a loner .

zzzz .

but i want give u your free space too.

am i asking too much?

or i'm still not your ideal one yet?

Thursday, July 26, 2012

i have step out my first move.

i hope it cn chnge a lil in our rs so tht u wont feel like its a habit

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

booooo.
lousy wednesday though is payday.
heavy eyes.
cnnt sleeep.

what is wrong seriously.

what is supposed to be in a relationship?
i dont know. i dont understand either
really is like what you have said
thn whats all these in the past?
i'm confused.
i'm dunno how to like carry on.
why cant stay we stay tog?
thn why buy beds etc all if thts all for tht 'awhile'
im a loner. no friends only my family and bf.thats it.
my life is just this boring.
whats wrong with it ?
issnt it like a bf will always first think of their gf ,i suppose ?
i see this in others,
but as wad u say, i dont understand.
even we didnt see each other dont telll me one day those feelings wont fade etc.
is totally bull shit.
i have been thru. and have abandon before.
some time idk wht's in ur mind, i only want someone to make me as his piority.
really, i dont feel like seeing u after ytd conversation.

form of crying to u is only fraustration.
to me is kind of relieve.

what will we become in the future?
i dont know.
even for this weekend, i dont feel wanna to spend with u either.
i see u i dont even knw what i can do can say other thn those things flashing back my head.

sucks ttm .
why every once in awhile all these have to appear?
and why cnt we be back same like wad we used to be?
even u said love me and not going to leave me but noones know whats in the future u see.

what i'm afraid of, you dont understand.
for now, i wish to be alone to think ....
what have i really done wrong.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

is tuesday!!

work as per normal, heavy load ):

missing my boy.
im so stick into him uh.
how uhh..
feel so strange at times whn he's ard..

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Its a brand new day.
ytd was just a nightmare.
But it will still be there for some time.

Hoping all these scary thoughts and painful moments will soon be over
God bless (:

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

for once i really tot u are leaving me.
saw ur facebook.
im so lost.
wads happening?
im really afraid.
afraid of that feeling.
yes i cried
idk wad i shld do now.
teach me ??

i told u i will be fine. but i am really nt. im sorry

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

finally you came back from bkk.
aalthough i wasnt feeling good in the morning.
but because i care.

i know you are tired.
pls tc yurself.

at times i feel so safe with you ard.
i knw u are always there.

but at times i feel so lost.
like a lost child.
idk how to explain those feelings.

we have been tog for 1 year 4 mths soon.
i love u and i really do.

pls dont leave me oneday,will you?
i dont want to be abandon .
i want grow old with you.
what abt you?
sometime i'm very afraid you will leave me one day.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
HIM its all about YOU KOH ZHIWEI It's not being in love that makes me happy It's being in love with you that makes me happy WANTS FINALLY,FINALLY ♥ Archives February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 March 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 Music Playlist at MixPod.com Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, July 30, 2012 ignorance is a bliss? when i ask you , you declined . why must you be like this? i really dunno how to carry on. i have to fake tht smile and laughter trying to be loving with you the whole of ytd. you have any idea how bad i was . can i really just ignore tht i didnt knw at all. Friday, July 27, 2012 emotional Friday ! tired as usual. but mind keeps thinking of you. i dont know why im trying to listen to what jenn says, to give you your own time with friends etc. but suddenly i feel so lonely. Is not that i donnt want find friends. where are my friends? got the urge to text you, but i must try not to. im not good in my words. but im starting to miss you . i wonder how we will grow in the future? having work and schools. plus occasionally duties. we indeed have lesser time . you always think that i dont trust you. is not. Is i have not enough confident for myself. im really afraid you might fall for another one. But seriously, if that day really come, i will fall apart. what is love. at times i though god is starting to dote me more. made me to meet u. and we went thru. feel so strange without u like over the weekends. no friends, like a loner . zzzz . but i want give u your free space too. am i asking too much? or i'm still not your ideal one yet? Thursday, July 26, 2012 i have step out my first move. i hope it cn chnge a lil in our rs so tht u wont feel like its a habit Wednesday, July 25, 2012 booooo. lousy wednesday though is payday. heavy eyes. cnnt sleeep. what is wrong seriously. what is supposed to be in a relationship? i dont know. i dont understand either really is like what you have said thn whats all these in the past? i'm confused. i'm dunno how to like carry on. why cant stay we stay tog? thn why buy beds etc all if thts all for tht 'awhile' im a loner. no friends only my family and bf.thats it. my life is just this boring. whats wrong with it ? issnt it like a bf will always first think of their gf ,i suppose ? i see this in others, but as wad u say, i dont understand. even we didnt see each other dont telll me one day those feelings wont fade etc. is totally bull shit. i have been thru. and have abandon before. some time idk wht's in ur mind, i only want someone to make me as his piority. really, i dont feel like seeing u after ytd conversation. form of crying to u is only fraustration. to me is kind of relieve. what will we become in the future? i dont know. even for this weekend, i dont feel wanna to spend with u either. i see u i dont even knw what i can do can say other thn those things flashing back my head. sucks ttm . why every once in awhile all these have to appear? and why cnt we be back same like wad we used to be? even u said love me and not going to leave me but noones know whats in the future u see. what i'm afraid of, you dont understand. for now, i wish to be alone to think .... what have i really done wrong. Tuesday, July 24, 2012 is tuesday!! work as per normal, heavy load ): missing my boy. im so stick into him uh. how uhh.. feel so strange at times whn he's ard.. Thursday, July 19, 2012 Its a brand new day. ytd was just a nightmare. But it will still be there for some time. Hoping all these scary thoughts and painful moments will soon be over God bless (: Wednesday, July 18, 2012 for once i really tot u are leaving me. saw ur facebook. im so lost. wads happening? im really afraid. afraid of that feeling. yes i cried idk wad i shld do now. teach me ?? i told u i will be fine. but i am really nt. im sorry Tuesday, July 17, 2012 finally you came back from bkk. aalthough i wasnt feeling good in the morning. but because i care. i know you are tired. pls tc yurself. at times i feel so safe with you ard. i knw u are always there. but at times i feel so lost. like a lost child. idk how to explain those feelings. we have been tog for 1 year 4 mths soon. i love u and i really do. pls dont leave me oneday,will you? i dont want to be abandon . i want grow old with you. what abt you? sometime i'm very afraid you will leave me one day.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay