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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, June 29, 2012
well, expected it. i;m home once agn. at times i really dunno whre went wrong.i got mix up.did i change for him ? or i change for myself?sometimes i just dun get it.my tears are almost there.but i got to hold it there.he just dun understand, i cried not because i want it.is because i love him more thn myself. i can do anything for him.just wanna spend more time with him.ya maybe he will complains bored or so.i knw him . he just want go out to chill ..ya mabe guys talk etc . but y since others cn bring their own gf along too?yeap.he did ask me to go but i said i havent makeup or so. i was in fact waiting for him. i dont have friends.i'm a lone soul.sometimes, i'm so afraid to love.y am i so paranoid ?shld i see a psy ?well. i need some counselling.i knw if i continue to react in this way one day he's gg to leave me.  Dictator was awesome! much of laughness in the hall. lavender yong tau foo for supper . big servings but expensive duh. felt a lil of depress ? wierd and fuck up feelings at times. i love you baby. to me, you'r my everything. i rlly want grow old with you ): i know you love me but at times i'v got a lil afraid tht you would leave . Tuesday, June 12, 2012
I neglected this for so long.used to rant all sorts of rubbish in here. Looking at what i used to write,i felt silly. well, whats wrong with me honestly. i dont like myself in this way either. mixed up feelings. my life sucks? -.-'' i'm envy of others,how can they managed to maintain a relationship throughout etc. loss of words. back to work after holdiay.these feelings sucks ttm. moretheless,bf gg bkk again in july.worse still i'm off on that saturday. so rare i could get a saturday off. how am i going to speak up and say no. i'm sorry, i still dont hav enough courage. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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