You never know what you have until its gone

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

HIM
its all about YOU

KOH ZHIWEI

It's not being in love that makes me happy
It's being in love with you that makes me happy

WANTS
FINALLY,FINALLY ♥

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

xmas is over.
this year had my xmas spent at malaysia.
with family and with you.
heartpain to see u sick and yet still travel ard.

sometimes, i was wondering why did u love me so much?
at times im really not worth it.

sometimes i dont understand you. why out of all places must go club leh?
can see that u are dying to go club.hmm

today had my wisdom tooth extraction. finally no gum pain no food particles stuck in between.
also had my vampire teeth out! no need put braces. although is not perfect. but still ok ba i suppose.
im so gld that u are with me during my hard times.
but hor idk why everytime im sick or wad you wouldnt stay home to acc me. u will just head out.
i am okay with it. cos ultimately once i took med i feel drowsy i will sleep.
maybe thats wwhy u feel bored.
but come and think of it, will u be bored of me one day?

Monday, December 12, 2011

had a quarrel again.
sigh.idk how
really my problem?

Thursday, December 8, 2011

its so hard to maintain a rs.
after waited for a night, what i got in return was his harsh words.
alright,blame me for being too naive thinking everything will be alright.
i shouldnt have waste my time waiting for a text from you.
i shld have taken the initative.but have you came across why am i waiting?
because i want to know if u actually care, will u be automatic?

this morning sucks ttm!

high chance i wont be able to take mc anymore.
i feel so troubled abt it.
to go enjoy with you,no matter what it takes i will do it .
reason is because im going with you.
i feel so disappointed if i cant go .
i just want travel ard with you.

i tried and tried.
are we really not supposed to be tog.
if so , dear god i beg you pls give me a stronger heart.
you knew im a soft hearted person.
then why give me such a life?

happiness and saddness which is more ?
idk

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyeslocked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girlunder your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But..Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. Isee..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’sbroken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened

i must train not to rely on you.

i must train not to be superglue.

but i wish to see u eveyday ):

but you like dont seems to ytd?

weeks back, had a tiff again.
this time is about trust.
its not that i dont trust him. is just being worry.
i know my worry is overboard but anyone to understand my feeling?
i believe none of the girls will want their guys to club etc.
i just dont have the confidence in myself.
i dont know how to express my feelings well.
i may say the wrong word or do the wrong thing.

just like ytd.
everything aint a act.i just want you to notice me more.
i maybe poor in expressing myself.
you are the first guy who stay with me thruout.
you are the first guy who my family first saw.
you are the first guy who dote and love me.
you are the first guy who i spent overseas with.
you are the first guy who i tried to do whatever i can for your 21st bday.
you are the first guy who i love more than myself

i may not reach yur expectations. i may not be yur standard.i may not be the girl of yur mind.
certain times i may be childish etc.

i really dunno how to maintain a rs.
i sucks at it.
because you are the one i want to grow old with.

i try to make u happpy even though how hard i may be.

im so afraid of losing you. you know?
losing you is like i lose everything.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
HIM its all about YOU KOH ZHIWEI It's not being in love that makes me happy It's being in love with you that makes me happy WANTS FINALLY,FINALLY ♥ Archives February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 March 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 Music Playlist at MixPod.com Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, December 28, 2011 xmas is over. this year had my xmas spent at malaysia. with family and with you. heartpain to see u sick and yet still travel ard. sometimes, i was wondering why did u love me so much? at times im really not worth it. sometimes i dont understand you. why out of all places must go club leh? can see that u are dying to go club.hmm today had my wisdom tooth extraction. finally no gum pain no food particles stuck in between. also had my vampire teeth out! no need put braces. although is not perfect. but still ok ba i suppose. im so gld that u are with me during my hard times. but hor idk why everytime im sick or wad you wouldnt stay home to acc me. u will just head out. i am okay with it. cos ultimately once i took med i feel drowsy i will sleep. maybe thats wwhy u feel bored. but come and think of it, will u be bored of me one day? Monday, December 12, 2011 had a quarrel again. sigh.idk how really my problem? Thursday, December 8, 2011 its so hard to maintain a rs. after waited for a night, what i got in return was his harsh words. alright,blame me for being too naive thinking everything will be alright. i shouldnt have waste my time waiting for a text from you. i shld have taken the initative.but have you came across why am i waiting? because i want to know if u actually care, will u be automatic? this morning sucks ttm! high chance i wont be able to take mc anymore. i feel so troubled abt it. to go enjoy with you,no matter what it takes i will do it . reason is because im going with you. i feel so disappointed if i cant go . i just want travel ard with you. i tried and tried. are we really not supposed to be tog. if so , dear god i beg you pls give me a stronger heart. you knew im a soft hearted person. then why give me such a life? happiness and saddness which is more ? idk Wednesday, December 7, 2011 Boy: I broke up with her. His Best Friend: What happened? Boy: She’s just too much for me.His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong? Boy: Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure.. His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyeslocked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girlunder your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see.. Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy! His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see.. Boy: But..Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby! His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see.. Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her. His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. Isee.. Boy: Well, she.. His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’sbroken now because you were selfish. Are you proud? Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me? His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened i must train not to rely on you. i must train not to be superglue. but i wish to see u eveyday ): but you like dont seems to ytd? weeks back, had a tiff again. this time is about trust. its not that i dont trust him. is just being worry. i know my worry is overboard but anyone to understand my feeling? i believe none of the girls will want their guys to club etc. i just dont have the confidence in myself. i dont know how to express my feelings well. i may say the wrong word or do the wrong thing. just like ytd. everything aint a act.i just want you to notice me more. i maybe poor in expressing myself. you are the first guy who stay with me thruout. you are the first guy who my family first saw. you are the first guy who dote and love me. you are the first guy who i spent overseas with. you are the first guy who i tried to do whatever i can for your 21st bday. you are the first guy who i love more than myself i may not reach yur expectations. i may not be yur standard.i may not be the girl of yur mind. certain times i may be childish etc. i really dunno how to maintain a rs. i sucks at it. because you are the one i want to grow old with. i try to make u happpy even though how hard i may be. im so afraid of losing you. you know? losing you is like i lose everything.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay