Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
HIM its all about YOU KOH ZHIWEI It's not being in love that makes me happy It's being in love with you that makes me happy WANTS FINALLY,FINALLY ♥ Archives February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 March 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 Music Playlist at MixPod.com Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, February 28, 2011 i miss you ! Saturday, February 26, 2011 saturdaaaaay! again another weekend without you. bet you must be enjoying your wonderful WEEKENDS ! sibey sian. Friday, February 25, 2011 ohmygod! i dont know what to do now. please tell me! i wrote the quote for you why did the girl came and like the status. its like so obvious le ma. you know how i felt anot. really really gek xim. now i see as if i wrote the love quote for you and her. i like a extra lidat. THURSDAY,February 24 i gotten a surprise man. having insomia nowadays. life is so bored without you. its been sooooo long since i last met you. have you ever think of me !! it does not matter now also alrdy. i was out the whole night. it seems like no where i can go either. and i stayed out thw wholenight! and i went to work straight how nice can it be !! Wednesday, February 23, 2011 irratating? must be saying me again. because you once said that to me. aiya. fucked lah. why am i doing this to myself? i really dont know. so many many people ask me to let go. keep on saying your bads instead of your good . i didnt listened instead i say how good you are. i know i'm just covering for you. but what to do . i cannot contact you i cannot see you i cannot meet you. i cannot tell yoou my problems i only can see your photos thru here. all i could do is to write how much i miss you. how much i wanted to see you how much i wanted to talk to you how much i wanted to hold your hand. my life havent been great since the day you choose not to contact me. you must be happily dating with another girl nowadays. you are enjoying and im suffering. how good can hat be. noone knows the existing of this blog. its all to myself only. sometimes somethings cannot be describe. seeing you with another girl doesnt helps me to feel better. i did try to let go. but everytime its getting harder. i dont know why so much things you said you did before are just trying to bluff me.why ? i really dont want to see the very next moment your status will be 'in a relationship with ...' i think i will go crazy. Can we be like how we used to be ? I miss those times . Monday, February 21, 2011 sometimes you really make me hate you! when you say you are tired. if you dont want meet me for movie den just say it. but why previously still say sat meet you ! ? i'm lost. you can enjoy your dinner with your frens and so . but you did not even think of me. and today i saw your fb status;went movie uh ! i'm too naive.perhpas you are alrdy enjoying your movie dinner with any girl or so. and i'm waiting like for you . you totally left me out. please if you dont want me to contact you please tell me.and i wont. its been super super long since i saw you. am i too much to just ask to see you even for a second what more can i expect. sigh . when can i ever let go ? i'm sorry but its just too difficult. Sunday, February 20, 2011 我想要说 我想你 Saturday, February 19, 2011 you made me utterly disappointed today. and its not the first time. im not a toy. when you got nobody to play or talk with you text me. and when you are having fun out there,you totally hack care me. you totally got no idea i was pinning hopes to see you tdy. and you say youare tired. fine. what else can i say. perhaps letting go is a better choice for me. Friday, February 18, 2011 why did you always give others hope and then destroy again. its not the first time. sometime i really wish you can fuck off. Thursday, February 17, 2011 have a good rest. Wednesday, February 16, 2011 one more hour to thursday. i'm just too silly to count till saturday. plus,its not confirm if you'r meeting me anot. i had a busy day. you ? having course must be tiring and exhausted. but no worries luh you sure can make it . takecare my friend ! hope you are getting better. Tuesday, February 15, 2011 i'm pretty happy that you text me ytd night. and you said you are getting better alrdy. thats good luh. jiayou ohh. anyway,will i really get to see you again on saturday? im actually looking forward. just a simple dinner and a movie that will be perfect (: its just three more days . Monday, February 14, 2011 happy valentines day! how's your day ? i had a bad day. i just quarrel with my mummy. i'v been struggling. i'm really tired. why did things turn out this way youre one in a million. you sure nobody want you ? i am not happy i am really not happy without you i bet you must be laughing right now why on earth there's someone so dumb so stupid. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! i text you. but you just replied me with a 'sad.in camp' i prepared your presents. i didnt expect anything from you. or maybe just a happy valentine day i will be contented. Saturday, February 12, 2011 happy 21st birthday JY ! enjoy your big day last long with your gf (: its saturday ! i was really hoping to receive your text once you book out. but you didnt. was on bus home tdy whn i suddenly got the urge to see your photos. i took my phone out. i know i expected too much. anyway.enjoy jy bday party. Friday, February 11, 2011 friday ! you must be busy. or you just dont want contact me. you didnt reply my whatsapp too. what am i suppose to do ? pls tell me. its been super long since i met you i was expecting at least a text from you saying how have you been etc . but its only that few days. its just too much memories that can be erase off. why did i fell over someone like you! finally im done with valentines present. i used up all my money to buy you this zippo lighter with real swarovski crystals. i know its kind of stupid. its soon going to be monday. i was thinking if you could meet me on sat or sun.but you said jy and eugene bday. what else can i say den. i dont really take much of your time. i just want to pass you the present before monday its like okay now. i can only be your friend.a vry good friend . i know. just ignore me. i will get over with it . Thursday, February 10, 2011 10 FEB 2011 if im not wrong,your course is starting today . all the best (:
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay